amira's

2010-10-03T01:50:00.000-07:00

Certain things has made a big impact in your life.Be it positive or negative you have to live with it.Sometimes,you really do not have a choice to run away from it or to stay and go through it.But you sure can control the way you handle it.To cry over it and suffer or to wipe away those precious tears and let it go.Things happened time and again.Words you said,you can no longer take it back.You can't possibly rewind time can you?I knew that 'sorry' was no longer a basic manners but it has became a habit to make me forgive you.So yeah,I have thought about it.I am putting things to an end.If I don't end this,nobody else would.No more next time.

2010-09-20T09:01:00.000-07:00

Today I can finally say I am very much contented.After years of trying to say things out but nothing satisfy me till today.I get to say thing out to the person involve.You'll never know how it feels like to say it directly to the person rather than confiding it to so many different people but nothing changes,Your feeling does not get any better.I really appreciate that you finally allowed me to pour out my feeling rather than doing what you usually did.Don't asked me how I suddenly had the guts to say everything out.You know I don't usually share my feelings and I am sure that it is time to and I must grab those chances.Today,I did.I cried of course but that is not important what matters is,it is all out after years! :)

2010-08-27T22:30:00.000-07:00

Alot of things had happened and I am doing well in adapting to the new life with the absence of some (used to be the important) people.Everyone was born with freedome of choice and people can choose who they want to be with and who they want to kick out of their lives.But!Don't make the wrong choice as you'll put yourself at risk.I am only clueless of how things could change in an instant(in a week to be exact).The only thing I could think of is that,it has been planned in advance.So sorry if it's not true,that's just what I believe.

Attachment was great so far with the group of friends I never thought I'll have lots of fun with.Very loving patients(I got a peck on my last day) and ward staff who are always willing to teach and help.Very encouraging and supportive CIs who are always around to educate and to correct.It was a very fruitful attachment.Despite aching body and sleepy eyes,the encouragement to attend work is still there.Till the last day,I don't feel like leaving. :')

2010-07-12T08:31:00.000-07:00

It's annoying when people start comparing you to them.Even to the minor-est matter like sleep.Humans body system are not the same and my body system is totally different from yours.I don't train myself to be a robot and study all day long uh plsss!

2010-07-10T08:57:00.000-07:00

Layar Andayu 2009 Army scene made my day!Well Done!

2010-07-04T02:14:00.000-07:00

Sometimes you might think that a sorry can make the whole world a better place,but it doesn't,not all the time at least.Minor mistakes,major mistake to you all it takes is just a 'sorry' to forget about it.But remember that if it's being used too often even if it's the smallest mistake that you've made,a sorry no longer mean anything to anyone.

I've been experiencing this constant headache every now and then.Eversince I started pushing myself to study,it began to appear again.Yes again,I had it a few year back now it's here again.Went to watch Eclipse with a friend and about 3/4 of the movie I felt the ache.Concentrated a little bit more and I went out of the theatre straight away.Decided to went home straight.Upon reaching my doorstep,I took out my key and unlocked the gate.After that,I left the key there for 4 hours.I only realised it when daddy came home and began nagging.

2010-06-24T10:16:00.000-07:00

I am left with revising Foundation of nursing(over and over again) and muscles system for Human BioScience and done for week 11 paper(next week!).Let's go! I transformed the whole freaking book into (god knows how many pages) MINDMAPSSS!!Wish me luck people..First time sitting for theory papers. :)

2010-06-13T00:13:00.000-07:00

Holidays are finally here! On the other hand exams are 2 weeks away which means this 2 weeks must be spent wisely.I have alot to catch up on since I've been sleeping and switching off during lectures.The only paper I am afraid of for now is critical thinking.The rest I am quite confident if I study for it.Favourite subjects are psychology,human anatomy and physiology and communication and customer service.Skills assesment doesn't turn out the way I wanted due to time constraint I must say.So yeah gotta go for practices and have a re-test.I can't seem to control myself when I'm nervous and I can't speak.My body will shiver like nobody's business and I am still not able to reduce that.Let's see how the second try goes.

So yeah it's holidays it's time to sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep!!Ouh yes,did I mentioned about me gaining weight?yes I've gained weight.You can't see the difference but I feel the great difference.There goes my mum calling me fat after knowing I can fit into my elder sister's jeans.And being able to fit into her jeans is a sign of us sharing the same hips size.And yes whenever I gained weight,my hips will grow not my waist that's the reason why people will go "are u kidding me?" when I told them I've gained weight.

2010-06-08T04:30:00.000-07:00

Betara Karisma and Dewi Kalista
Dewi Kalista

Performance going on.

It's dewi's first ever competition.We just wanted to give our best and enjoy ourselves.Betara Karisma came in as the overall champion for pss 3!Of course we were overjoyed!And god I swear they were awesome!So yeah that's about it.Ouh yeah!Study break is coming and I have alot to catch up on since I've been sleeping in lectures.I can't stand studying in a big group.My assesment will be this thursday and I must pass it as my 3 friends are done with theirs and all of them passed!Get it done and over with and then,be ready for clinical attachment in a 2 months time.It starts exactly on the 9th of august how nice!People celebrating national day while I'm working.What makes it worst,it's fasting month!:)I'm posted to the nearest hospital.Yes maziana you can meet me everyday after work if you miss me too much ok!:)

2010-05-27T04:35:00.000-07:00

There are too much things to be completed.ICAs and examinations week is coming!I gotta rush mandarin by this week end as there'll be a test on Monday.Besides,I have skills lab to practice on as assessment is just 2 week away.I really want to go for the clinical attachment.You see my world is currently filled with studies.