WHITE LIES
Sunday, October 3, 2010

@ 1:50 AM
Certain things has made a big impact in your life.Be it positive or negative you have to live with it.Sometimes,you really do not have a choice to run away from it or to stay and go through it.But you sure can control the way you handle it.To cry over it and suffer or to wipe away those precious tears and let it go.Things happened time and again.Words you said,you can no longer take it back.You can't possibly rewind time can you?I knew that 'sorry' was no longer a basic manners but it has became a habit to make me forgive you.So yeah,I have thought about it.I am putting things to an end.If I don't end this,nobody else would.No more next time.

somewhere
too far for us to find.


Monday, September 20, 2010

@ 9:01 AM
Today I can finally say I am very much contented.After years of trying to say things out but nothing satisfy me till today.I get to say thing out to the person involve.You'll never know how it feels like to say it directly to the person rather than confiding it to so many different people but nothing changes,Your feeling does not get any better.I really appreciate that you finally allowed me to pour out my feeling rather than doing what you usually did.Don't asked me how I suddenly had the guts to say everything out.You know I don't usually share my feelings and I am sure that it is time to and I must grab those chances.Today,I did.I cried of course but that is not important what matters is,it is all out after years! :)

somewhere
too far for us to find.


Friday, August 27, 2010

@ 10:30 PM
Alot of things had happened and I am doing well in adapting to the new life with the absence of some (used to be the important) people.Everyone was born with freedome of choice and people can choose who they want to be with and who they want to kick out of their lives.But!Don't make the wrong choice as you'll put yourself at risk.I am only clueless of how things could change in an instant(in a week to be exact).The only thing I could think of is that,it has been planned in advance.So sorry if it's not true,that's just what I believe.

Attachment was great so far with the group of friends I never thought I'll have lots of fun with.Very loving patients(I got a peck on my last day) and ward staff who are always willing to teach and help.Very encouraging and supportive CIs who are always around to educate and to correct.It was a very fruitful attachment.Despite aching body and sleepy eyes,the encouragement to attend work is still there.Till the last day,I don't feel like leaving. :')

somewhere
too far for us to find.


Monday, July 12, 2010

@ 8:31 AM
It's annoying when people start comparing you to them.Even to the minor-est matter like sleep.Humans body system are not the same and my body system is totally different from yours.I don't train myself to be a robot and study all day long uh plsss!

somewhere
too far for us to find.


Saturday, July 10, 2010

@ 8:57 AM
Layar Andayu 2009 Army scene made my day!Well Done!

somewhere
too far for us to find.


Sunday, July 4, 2010

@ 2:14 AM
Sometimes you might think that a sorry can make the whole world a better place,but it doesn't,not all the time at least.Minor mistakes,major mistake to you all it takes is just a 'sorry' to forget about it.But remember that if it's being used too often even if it's the smallest mistake that you've made,a sorry no longer mean anything to anyone.

I've been experiencing this constant headache every now and then.Eversince I started pushing myself to study,it began to appear again.Yes again,I had it a few year back now it's here again.Went to watch Eclipse with a friend and about 3/4 of the movie I felt the ache.Concentrated a little bit more and I went out of the theatre straight away.Decided to went home straight.Upon reaching my doorstep,I took out my key and unlocked the gate.After that,I left the key there for 4 hours.I only realised it when daddy came home and began nagging.

somewhere
too far for us to find.


Thursday, June 24, 2010

@ 10:16 AM
I am left with revising Foundation of nursing(over and over again) and muscles system for Human BioScience and done for week 11 paper(next week!).Let's go! I transformed the whole freaking book into (god knows how many pages) MINDMAPSSS!!Wish me luck people..First time sitting for theory papers. :)

somewhere
too far for us to find.